Once a companion was trying to do some prayers, but he found it was difficult because the syaitan keeps on disturbing him. He decided to seek an advice from the Prophet Muhammad. He, the Prophet then said, Go and take your ablution again and try again.
In order to change, we just can't change directly.
Slow and steady. Remember Muslims, Allah looks at our hard work, not our achievements.
As long as our intention is true, in the way of Allah.
As long as our ways does not contradict the way of Islam.
Do so, and surely Allah will be with you.
The prophet once said that the best good deeds that a Muslim can do is not so hard and not so light (medium) and he/she keeps on doing it day by day (istiqamah).
May Allah bless you. :)
Make a spark.
JazzakAllah.
